Tired

Was a sleepless nite.

Most people will say that beauty is skin deep, what counts is the character and personality that lie beneath.

Is it? First Impression lasts.

Some people whom I am keen in acknowledge that I am kind, caring, concerned, sensitive and so on. The only hurdle they can't overcome is my looks. So sad. Anywhere I can go to change my face? Not too expensive hor, cause I am really broke nowadays.

Looking at the people around my age, most are successful in one way or another. I envy them and also hate myself.

I give my 100% in whatever I do but it is also this committing myself that burnt me out, or inviting out-of-the-blue trouble for myself which ends up hurting myself. Some people I know don't even put in 50% of the effort yet they reap wonderful returns.

So damn tired.